My honest confessions

It takes lot of courage to admit what I am going to admit now; After many ups and downs and struggles with myself about my position regarding some world issues; Iraq war, Israeli-Palestinian conflict, the government of Iran and many similar issues, I have now reached a point where I don't see any reason to continue speaking up, I have reached a point where I don't see any reason not to completely live for myself and the immediate people around me without being involved with issues outside my personal concerns, I have reached a point where I see a good possibility may be I have been badly mistaking about the US administration and its policies, I have reached a point where I see good possibility that Israeli government wants real peace and only Palestinians don't want it, I have reached a point where I see good possibilities that invasion of Iraq has been great for the Iraqis. Even in issues related to Iran, I have reached a point where I see good possibility that the people in charge of ruling my country really do have good intentions. In short, I have reached a point that when I look at the calendar, it tells me that it is the first day of the forth month and in Iran it is "Seezdah be-dar", haha.